Okay guys. I'm beauty blogger and I have been having a very rough phase in my 5 year old relationship. Today I have decided that I'm going to leave this relationship behind me. Its the toughest thing that I have decided to do. So I thought why not I create another blog and annonomously write my experiences about how my journey is while I leave a part of be behind. This might help you get over your relationship. Trust me guys when I say this but I had a beatiful relationship, we were the best couple I have ever witnessed in my life and suddenly he just fell out of love. So at this moment,
1) He's cheating on me.. Oh we broke up. So yes sleeping with this other girl.
2) He made her let me know he wants to end this relationship.
3) I've tried everything to get him back.
Usually I wasn't the one making things alright between us. He would always come around. But it has been 2 months that he first cheated on me and then afterwards came back, I told him that I don't want him to see this girl and he agreed. Then one day just did not pick up my calls or returned my messages, I drove up to his house, his car wasn't there, I drove to that girl's house, He was there.
I not know that the love he had for me has just died. It hurts me to the core but I have decided to not try anymore. To start with, things I've managed to do so far;
1) I've blocked myself on his iPhone. So if I go weak I can call him and be reminded that he left me.
2) I've blocked myself on his whatsapp because I was going crazy seeing his last seen on every minute.
3) I haven't blocked him from whatsapp is because I now know that you think about a person more if you have a little idea of what is going on in that person's life. eg, oh she slept at that time. I want him to think about me to be honest. So I just hope he does look at my instagram and my "last seen on" on my whatsapp.
I know that the relationship has died. I've kept a journal of how this month was with him (I had my birthday this month too. which got completely ruined and I spent most of it crying. I realise that it wasn't a happy month, even if we had a good day, the next bad day completely ruined it.
So I hope whoever reads it, understands me and tries to encourage me with this journey.
Tell me your story and maybe I can help you with that, Sometimes its not yet the time to give it all up, sometimes you feel that you are'nt done with this yet. Then give it another try, But once you feel like you've had enough and you can't handle this anymore, Stick to your guns.
1) He's cheating on me.. Oh we broke up. So yes sleeping with this other girl.
2) He made her let me know he wants to end this relationship.
3) I've tried everything to get him back.
Usually I wasn't the one making things alright between us. He would always come around. But it has been 2 months that he first cheated on me and then afterwards came back, I told him that I don't want him to see this girl and he agreed. Then one day just did not pick up my calls or returned my messages, I drove up to his house, his car wasn't there, I drove to that girl's house, He was there.
I not know that the love he had for me has just died. It hurts me to the core but I have decided to not try anymore. To start with, things I've managed to do so far;
1) I've blocked myself on his iPhone. So if I go weak I can call him and be reminded that he left me.
2) I've blocked myself on his whatsapp because I was going crazy seeing his last seen on every minute.
3) I haven't blocked him from whatsapp is because I now know that you think about a person more if you have a little idea of what is going on in that person's life. eg, oh she slept at that time. I want him to think about me to be honest. So I just hope he does look at my instagram and my "last seen on" on my whatsapp.
I know that the relationship has died. I've kept a journal of how this month was with him (I had my birthday this month too. which got completely ruined and I spent most of it crying. I realise that it wasn't a happy month, even if we had a good day, the next bad day completely ruined it.
So I hope whoever reads it, understands me and tries to encourage me with this journey.
Tell me your story and maybe I can help you with that, Sometimes its not yet the time to give it all up, sometimes you feel that you are'nt done with this yet. Then give it another try, But once you feel like you've had enough and you can't handle this anymore, Stick to your guns.
